The song makes me not want to live so it’s one of my favorites. Been listening to it on repeat since I found it last night. That means, all last night while taking my online quiz, woke up and drove to work listening to it, drove back home with it on, and since I’ve got home non-stop. I am going to put it on my phone and listen to it on the 25 minute drive to the CrossFit gym tomorrow, then miss six snatches at 107kg. I will go in saying “alright, I’ll just take one crack at 107kg because the attempt before it felt pretty good.” That will turn into “OK, if I strike out three times, I’ll stop.” Then I’ll think of the last part of this song,
And I threw us into the flames
When we fell, something died
‘Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time, ohhhh!
Let it burn, oh
Let it burn
Let it burn
I NEED YOU MORE THAN ANYHTING IN MY LIFE I WANT YOU MORE THAN ANYTINIG IN MY LIFE I’LL MISS YOU MORE THAN ANYONE IN MY LIFE I’LL LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE IN MY LIFE DOO DOO DODO DOOOO DOOOD DOOO
and burst into tears as I continue trying to do something that isn’t going to happen. Story of my fucking life.
Why am I alive.
Todays MopeWOD: Do you have a song that makes you hit rock-bottom? Listen to that song on repeat for a minimum of 20 minutes before going to the gym. Bonus points if you listen to music while you train and can put it on repeat for the entire workout. I’m considering buying a small, inobstrusive mp3 player for sessions where the only thing I want to keep living for is the next set of squats and need to listen to songs that make me realize how it’s not worth believing in tomorrow anymore.
“But Bront, I’m a dickhead and only listen to extremely hard metal when I lift” k have fun not having a personality.
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anonymous guest writes:
All I got from that article was; “can’t diet now, too hungry”… Oooohkay. Sounds like a real fucking personal problem. If you don’t have the mental strength to eat slightly less chocolate frosting on a continuing basis then you deserve to be mocked relentlessly.
It’s not so much that they’re fat, it’s that they think fat acceptance is part of an agenda of people being accepted for who they are. Fat people are accepted. Nothing bars fat people from being successful, happy, or loved. Maybe if a person is 400lbs+ but being 400lbs+ is voluntarily barring yourself from most life activities so … /hand motions. Fucking find a real problem.
I also can’t help but notice that every fat redditor who comes to the defense of bullshit like this doesn’t have a job. Every fat acceptance thread has some fucking piece of shit complaining about not having a job or any friends and how their family doesn’t support them. So supporters of the movement are a bunch of unemployed obese people who wish their lives were better and people liked them more. Sounds like they need to mob and lift.
justin lazerman writes:
hey brent, have you meandered up to any barbells lately?
I only meander.
I FUCKING HATE FAT PEOPLE
Thom made the joke of reporting this blog to /r/SRS.